I think this one is going to take some time to recover from.
I had such big plans for the year, for my practice, for some kick ass shows, all revolving around my trip to Japan. Now my organisation and foresight seems incredibly stupid to place so much on one thing. All I can say is that this is going to take some time to figure things out. Feeling kinda bleak and a little numb about it. Maybe its time for a bike ride to clear the fog?